Date: 2018-02-22 13:13
Greeting my brothers and sisters in Christ. I was searching for comforting word and bible verses to read during this difficult time of separation between my husband and I and I came upon this beautiful prayer of Restoration of Marriage. I was so broken and unconsolible, the breakdown of my marriage was too much for me to handle. I begged, pleaded, and prayed for God to fix it. He promised to return home soon but soon never came. We argued constantly over the most irrelevant things. I cried daily I sank into deep depression all I could do was pray. God slowly began to work on me. My spirit began to lift. I would ask God to fix my marriage, give it over to Him and if He wasn 8767 t working fast enough I would take ut back and try to fix on my own. I did this constantly for months, I would text him tell him how much I love him, how I was willing to change. I accepted my part in the breakdown of our marriage the sad part is he never accepted his part in the breakdown. Its always me never him. Until recently we had an argument and I asked for a divorce out of anger and he said ok. I felt so hurt and let down. I got on my knees with tears rolling down my face and asked God to forgive me for not allowing Him to do His work in my marriage. I ask God to work on me show me the changes I needed to make. I began to pray for my husband. After everything how can I continue to love this man. Afterall he has hurt me to my soul, he haf no respect for me or our marriage. In my heart I just couldn 8767 t let go. For me marriage is a liftime commitment a promise to God through thick and thin. I always kept that in my heart. Im not giving up because I KNOW God can restore my marriage. Ive decided to stop all communication with my husband. I pray for my marriage, I pray for my husband. I pray for restoration of my marriage. I know Gods able, and i know in His perfect timing my marriage will be restored and better than it ever was. I learn not to speak negative about my husband and my marriage. Im allowing God to have His way with me my husband and my marriage. I know I believe Im walking in faith that my marriage will be restored. God is truthful and faithful to His words. So i decided to be still and allow God to do His in our lives and our marriage. PLEASE PRAY FOR US. My name is Jilliann and my husband is Kenrick. God bless you all. I be praying and believing for restoration not only in my marriage but in all of you my brothers and sisters marriages. Gods able. Be blessed all. Never stop believing, continue trusting God believing and walking in faith.